I've been alive and I've been dead There is something wrong with my head Laughing in this ... life No longer makes any sense There's a hole in my soul That cannot be filled God knows that I've tried And blood has been spilled I've sold my soul for a bottle of gin And traded for a pack of smokes Your evil ways has ... me And I know there is no turning back There's a hole in my soul That cannot be filled God knows that I've tried And blood has been spilled Have you seen Life through my eyes Then you'll change Your point of view I've been to the bottom and I pointed down Never gonna look up again This is no way to be ... Don't care what it's doing to me So one of these ... I've just begun my search This is no way to be ... Don't care what it's doing to me So one of these ... I've just begun my search This is no way to be ... Don't care what it's doing to me So one of these ... I've just begun my search