Fed up, I threw the notebook Across the room Threw up once more this morning Knowing I would never see you again And that's just how it is You take what you can't leave You smoke and watch the fire smoldering With ashes in your eyes It comes as no surprise I kicked the table down Smashed glasses in my sleep And I could smell the demons Surrounding me But that's just how it is You take one on the chin You smoke and watch the fire smoldering With ashes in your eyes It comes as no surprise