Guarded Don't wanna start shit Hide things I wanna say Sunday to Saturday And I'm closed off Don't wanna take my clothes off Won't feel it anyway Vodka and lemonade But I don't think I've had enough Waking up with all these thoughts of you, you Take me to the other side Navigate all my problems I don't wanna confess, my love But you're making it hard Hate me 'cause I'm scared of life Love me 'cause I'm way too honest Even after we're said and done You're still making it hard, ah-ah (ah) Starving Thorns in my garden Blood in my writing hand Held tight like Cunningham And oh Tell me what I wanna hear La-la-la-la-la-lie to me Pull me back in your arm And take me to the other side Navigate all my problems I don't wanna confess, my love But you're making it hard Hate me 'cause I'm scared of life Love me 'cause I'm way too honest Even after we're said and done You're still making it hard, ah-ah Every time I fall for it every time You tell me you hate when I cry I know that you lie The look in your eyes When you told me that we'd be alright Should've known that all that was a lie 'Cause I know that you lie I don't think I'm strong enough Waking up with all these thoughts of you Thoughts of you