Two heartbreaks to see the real neglection
Three years waste, nothing on investment
It's no receipt for love on unpaid attention
Knowing the only love I need was in mirrors reflection
Few cold drinks help me ease the pain
Ironic that I pour when I feel the rain
But now it's up in smoke I know you feel the flame
Therapy sessions got me venting just to keep me sane
More self love, less stress love
Keeping circles tight, giving less hugs
It's suckers that be lying, watch the bed bugs
Deem said guard ya focus I do it with chest up
Bandits taking off, Gang ain't gang no more
I'm forever sure that no one around me take loss
It hurt me in my heart to what we was before
You gotta let the ship sail and see who lie at shore
Two tours overseas just to reconnect with
More of a inner me, I seemed to be neglecting
I was looking for some peace in all the wrong directions
Knowing the only peace I need was in Mirror Reflections
Closing on a crib feel unrealistic
I really had these dreams, then I really did it
What sucks is that you ain't here to live it with
I know that you watching from a distance I hope you bare witness
And gon' rest assured ain't who I was before
And I can finally move my mother off apartment floor
It hurts me in my heart to see my parents get divorced
What's worse is it affect me, the way I love more
But these ain't no excuses this my truth too
You just seeing sides that you ain't used to
Knowing I had to choose I wouldn't choose you
Cause deep down I knew I'd find myself soon as I lose you
GONE