I won't go up to the altar Searching for what I don't know I'm not living in the dark no more I won't go up to the altar Searching for the unknown I'm not belonging to the dark no more And I'll try and I'll try and I'll try and I'll try To give it all up Tired of giving it up And I'll try and I'll try and I'll try and I'll try To tell myself I don't get up Always letting me down (but you never didn't notice) I've been swimming in doubt (that I'll never get closure) I'll be swimming around (tell 'em that I don't get hurt) I tell 'em that I don't get hurt I won't go up to the altar Searching for what I don't know I'm not living in the dark no more I won't go up to the altar Searching for the unknown I'm not belonging to the dark no more Always letting me down (but you never didn't notice) I've been swimming in doubt (that I'll never get closure) I'll be swimming around (I tell 'em that I don't get hurt) Always letting me down (but you never didn't notice) I've been swimming in doubt (that I'll never get closure) I'll be swimming around (tell 'em that I don't get hurt) I tell 'em that I don't get hurt