I've been crying every day over what I'm supposed to say Whenever I'm in someone's company I know it isn't them at all they must hate talking to a wall But my reaction always is to freeze I can't translate what's in my brain Oh no I must seem so lame Sometimes I wonder why I bother It can really end up awful when you try talking to me My thoughts just trail off to oblivion There is no hope in fitting in if I can't even speak I keep on trying trying trying Yeah I'm Really Really prying but the words just go away And then I don't know what to say All I know is that I'm tired Yeah I'm always fucking tired And I can't get some rest for free I know it's the scary people I know you're just scared of people