Top heavy I fall on my face
Heart heavy I'm falling from grace
Hand steady cant say that I'm Andretti with a drive
That's unrelenting I'm holding my place
Yo the highs ain't matching the lows man you know what I'm sayin'
Man we are here to suffer it is what it is
Been saying my prayers but you get what you get
And that voice has been very quiet I'll lose it again
I'm a son of a grandfather who's journey was not coddled
Who lodged with the free masons laid brick but he still toppled
His come up was not set up he built so I remodeled
And left me more than my father who's currently unbothered
A bastard I'm not I bask in the odds
You ask me to be your keeper I ask that you not
I'm becoming a heavy drinker when no one can watch
Man face it momma see it she told me it costs
Aye weather weather man tell me if it's sun again
Showers here are overbearing pardon me for oversharing
Know my girl is down to hear it I be tryna save her ears
Know that I'm just getting older silver hairs ain't yet appear
Twenty five so me and shorty wonder when it's time for kids
Trouble twos when moms was here
I'm just finding trouble period
And I father some my peers
Some we put together heads
Shout my africans we know a lot bout how to persevere
Shout out to the higher powers whispering in our inner ear
Shout out to the oligarch my niggas finna commandeer
Demons in this world I'm in I can feel them tamperin'
Probably why I burn bridge
Probably why I hate to live
And I wager with my soul and put it on a hedging bet
And I'm getting high again and having unprotected sex
Screaming every night in empty rooms until my head is clear