Pain all around is it worth it I can't touch the ground is it hopeless I'm still lost Don't know where I am I wish I already knew my fate What if I'm already too late Holding it in just to save face It's turning me side ways Have I been here before? Will you walk out that door You always were unsure Don't know you anymore Have I been here before? Will you walk out that door You always were unsure Don't know you anymore Colors are turning to grey Suddenly I've lost my way I can't find the right words to say We're standing on my ship And it's going down Things are getting out of hand I don't know if I'm okay Shoot me down right where I stand You don't want me anyway Things are getting out of hand I don't know if I'm okay Shoot me down right where I stand You don't want me anyway I miss when you were patient I miss the times we faked it Thought you and I could make it I wish that I had waited Caught up in misconceptions Tired of this perspective Wish I could learn my lesson Feels like I'm always guessing Things are getting out of hand I don't know if I'm okay Shoot me down right where I stand You don't want me anyway