I'm only 18 and I feel like I'm dyin' I'm gettin' sad too soon I hope I make it 'cause I'm tryin' I've loved and I've lost And realized that it's all my fault Wish someone loved me enough To catch me when I fall, hmm And I know it's kinda selfish, but It's not my choice to leave 'Cause I wish I could stay But it's more of a need for me to go away I'm tired of the world hatin' on me I wake up to the friends that I can't keep And when the end is near and I'm asleep I'll be chasin' dreams while countin' sheep Hmm, hmm When I turn 19, I'ma feel like I'm flyin' I'm in the sky where, where I'm free and I'm smilin' But 'til then Things will stay in the same Things will never change Life will be a mess And that life I became hopelessly in love With doin' what my brain tells me to do And life, I'm over you