Last night I dreamt that you were dead The only way that I could find To clear you from my head And I find it hard for me To get past all the shit you did to me In spite at night I try in vain to get my Mind back right Tongue tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own Tongue tied I feel so dead inside Some things Are better left alone Completely out of sight and mind Never to be told And I find It harder to express the things that No one else can see But me Sometimes I wait for days to get my Mind back right Tongue tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own Tongue tied I feel so dead inside Struggling in a world I can't control Some say waiting And taking my own time Is all I can do Should have known you'd things to hide By the look in your eyes I can hear you say And now I finally understand This feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now