Realize that I've lost control Impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside Take apart my life Inside Why would I let them make up my mind and be mislead Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone There's pain inside I can't understand There's hate in life That will not go away Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone Realize that I've lost control Impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside There's pain inside I can't understand There's hate in life That will not go away There's pain inside I cannot live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me The problems I face daily It's always things that I have always take in vain I'm sick of you judging me Why won't you go away There's pain inside I can't understand There's hate in life That will not go away There's pain inside I cannot live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me The problems I face daily