Sitting with my friends over drinks at a bar
Everybody's talking
Thought that I could handle a simple conversation
But I still almost lost it
Got close to a meltdown
Said, "I can't do this here"
Giving a pep talk to myself
In a bathroom mirror
I can't be sad, I can't be sad
I can't let you think it hurts this bad
I'm fine (ah-ah)
Won't let me cry (ah-ah, ah-ah)
I can't be sad, I can't be sad
I can't let you in, no, I'm not like that
I'm fine (ah-ah)
Won't let me cry (ah-ah, ah-ah)
I'm driving past the street where you first kissed me
I feel sick to my stomach
And stupid for all the times that you made me believe
It was something that it wasn't
Got close to a meltdown
Said, "I can't do this here" (I can't do this here)
Giving a pep talk to myself
In the rearview mirror
I can't be sad, I can't be sad
I can't let you think it hurts this bad
I'm fine (ah-ah)
Won't let me cry (ah-ah, ah-ah)
I can't be sad, I can't be sad
I can't let you in, no, I'm not like that
I'm fine (ah-ah)
Won't let me cry (ah-ah, ah-ah)
I can't be sad, I can't be sad (hmm)
I can't let you in, no, I'm not like that (mhm)
I can't be, I can't be (I can't be)
Sad
I can't be sad, I can't be sad (hmm)
I can't let you in, no, I'm not like that (mhm, ooh-ooh)
Mhm, mhm
I can't be, I can't be
I can't be sad, I can't be sad
I can't let you think it hurts this bad
I'm fine
Now let me cry