So tell me this is who you are, yeah
They tell me, I've got something more
And oh, you could be loved
But I don't want the lights to
Find me when I'm dark and lost, but never on my own
'Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can't stop
'Cause I can never rock like a Rolling Stone
I just want to live like the ones before, yeah
And maybe I could play guitar like Hendrix
Or save the world or end it, and
And maybe they'll remember me when I'm gone
That's all I could ever want
That's all I want
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So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing to whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat 'til I'm burnt out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my luck
So, they say you'll never be alone again
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear
And you could be loved
But I don't wanna lie to
Tell myself I'm more than all the mistakes I've outrun
But I'm only here for a minute
And I don't care what you say
'Cause I know you're only here 'cause I'm winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll, I
I don't really care if you say, you don't fuck with me
And I can say what the fuck I want 'cause it's down to me and
I got love for you even if you were doubting me
Like, oh my God, I just can't stop
'Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With ethanol my soundtrack
'Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
And wonder how it feels to burn out young, ay
'Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails from heartbreak or cocktails, and
Then maybe you'll cry once you know I'm gone
That's all I could ever want
Oh, that's all I want, yeah
'Cause I ain't scared of livin'
(Does it get easier?)
(No)
No, I ain't scared of livin' (yes, it gets easier)
(Oh yeah?)
No, I ain't scared of livin'
'Cause it's all we've got
What are we breathin' for if we ain't livin'? (No, I ain't scared of livin')
And I don't want your love
I just wanna feel like I'm still livin' (no, I ain't scared of livin')
And if there is no God
I'll know the day I die, I lived through heaven (no, I ain't scared of livin')
And that I gave it hell
And if it hurt, oh well, at least that's living (no, I ain't scared of livin')
(The more you know who you are, and what you want) that's all I want
(The less you let things upset you)
That's all I want
(I just don't know what I'm supposed to be, you know?)
(Tried being a writer, but umf, I hate what I write and)
(Uh, I tried taking pictures, ugh, but they're so mediocre, you know?)
(And every girl goes through a photography phase)
(You know, like horses?)
(And take uh, dumb pictures of your feet)
(You'll figure that out)
(I'm not worried about you)