When I was a kid, you told me that you think I won't get it 'til I'm older Honestly, I thought I'd never understand And I'd stay angry, oh-oh But everything's changed I've been learning I'm the same 'Cause the venom that you got It's been dripping through my veins I can feel it when I'm dancing all night, oh-oh 'Cause I'm in control By only a thread Oh, darlin', if I was you I'd already be dead Now I live alone, and I'm always in my brain Miss the silence, extra loud, you could feel it ricochet Like a bullet in the bone, now hold tight, oh-oh Mmm It's easy to forget All the reasons not to cave When you're feeling really sad You're a human at the end of the day Yeah, you could fuck your life up and throw it away 'Cause I'm in control By only a thread Oh, darlin', if I was you I'd already be dead My head is afloat By the example you set 'Cause, darlin', if I was you I'd already be dead