I'ma speak the truth, regardless what you say to me
Spill my heart inside the booth, so I can start explaining things
I've said this once before, and I'm so sorry to say the least
But I'm so sick of all your feelings being covered up like fucking Maybelline
Trust issues are definite I know it, I can see
'Cause all relationships are dancing, and I'm just tryna take the lead
I tango with my past, but I keep tripping on my feet
But all the feelings that I have are only found in fairytales
Where the stories are make believe
You don't want commitment 'cause you're moving overseas
But when I say that we should end it, you can't commit to losing me
This situation sucks, and I wish I could chase some things
But that's the hand that we were dealt, so we had better leave this seat
It sucks it took an Uber full of friends to make you realize you want me
But it's better late than never 'least that's what my father taught me
I don't know what else to say, I could fill your mind with clichés
Saying distance makes the heart grow fonder try to make you stay
I feel split in different ways, this is not a diss ok
But I am feeling overwhelmed, I feel a glimpse of disarray
I hang onto all your words, but I'm a hypocrite
'Cause mine just keep on switching every day, I'm so sorry
Sorry that our heart to hearts only seem to happen when there's alcohol involved
It's only 'cause I feel like I can't speak my mind freely
'Cause you stress out way too easily, and I refuse to fucking be the cause
We fight we fuck repeatedly
The cycle that we're in is inconvencing the life we want
Relationships are built on a stable foundation
But see our castles made of sand, and we ain't got them stable walls
Basically, I'm saying in layman's terms we ain't strong
Don't you take these as heinous words, I don't hate you no not at all
But for months I've been waiting patiently, anxiously for a response
A response to know what we are
And our bonds be growing stronger the further we grow apart
But the truth is this is disturbage and burden on top my heart
Girl you got me fucked up, screaming in this booth, 'bout to shed a tear
Telling me you love me but let's re-evaluate our feelings at the end of year
And you wonder why there's tension when we talk
It's so simple cause resentment's near
'Cause your actions tell a different story versus what your words are saying
Every day, it feels like I'm convincing you to stay
And your feelings are persuaded shit
It truly hurts to say it, but it's hard for me to change
I'm partially to blame for all my arbitrary ways
I know we're cut from different cloths
I know we're stitched in different ways
But it's a walk inside the park for you to fucking walk away
A pictures worth a thousand words
But can you picture us together? And is that picture one you'd frame?