We break
We scream
We fight
Build scars
We take
From each
Leave wounds
Make flaws
Poison
When we speak
No boundaries
At all
We place
Our blames
But don't own
Our own faults
It's my fault
It's my fault
It's my fault
It's my fault
Cause I did you wrong
Now all of your friends, they tell you to move on
I understand and I get their intent, that they just have your back but it takes two to tango but to everyone' thinks that you cannot be flawed
Cussing me out in these public disputes, to my face they play cute, then they turn right around and tell you that I'm fake
When truth is they tell you one thing then they tell me another, they're playing both sides of the gate
Drama they crave and we're caught in their scopes
I've owned my mistakes but to them it don't show
I gathered my strength and I've tried to explain but if I'm being frank there ain't one explanation to them that I owe
Don't take this offensive but Jesus I've grown
Yes I have fucked up, I am a big fuck up, so fuck it I know
Toxic I may be but you ain't no angel, you don't wear halos
Jesus I'm human, I don't walk on water I'm not Eminem and I'm trying my hardest to not let emotions just bury me no
Maybe I'm better off being alone
I really don't know
We break
We scream
We fight
Build scars
We take
From each
Leave wounds
Make flaws
Poison
When we speak
No boundaries
At all
We place
Our blames
But don't own
Our own faults
It's my fault
It's my fault
It's my fault
It's my fault
Cause I did you wrong
Now these accusations tell you to move on
I understand and I get how it looks, that I'm playing these games and I know the expression, perception nine tenths of the law
You get in my face, if these walls were to speak I can't even imagine the stories they'd tell
What gory details every argument paints and I hate to pass blame but it's not just my self
Constructing this toxic environment, I'm not the one that put us on the shelf
Fact of the matter my people don't interject into our problems and stir up the pot till it boils and spills
If our life is a movie I wanna drop kick the projector that's rolling the film
True definition of happiness inside your life is to love and be loved and if love is a drug then I'd rather be sober at will
With draw and heal
Maybe you're better off being alone, maybe I'll do the same but the truth is I really don't know how to feel
I really don't know how to feel