I feel like misinterpretation is my middle name I feel like words of affirmation never come my way Instead it's absurd accusations that you love to say It's only anger and frustration plus disgruntled faces Now Ian listen very closely this is your conscious taking Control of every single rhyme and every troubled statement In hopes to rewire your mind and help you come to face it That there's a big fucking difference love and hatred It's okay to talk about the past but not to play the victim when you speak In belittled you said that you're sick of footing every bill for everybody's past mistakes but You keep tipping the receipts Explaining what you did instead of owning what you've done only kills your self esteem Ever action is a mirror; a reflection of your character; a true definition what Ian really Means I'm not instilling disbelief, I just convinced with what I see that you go backwards on your Word, you never practice what you preach Youy're so attached to your own past, that's the very fucking reason why your happiness Decreased That's why you relapse with your drinks Cause every excuses that you make is only poison to good habits that you breed I know that it's It's all on me It's all on me It's all on me, oh yeah It's all on me It's all on me It's all on me, oh yeah It's all on me It's all on me I appreciate the apologies you have said But just because your sorry don't mean that I'll make amends And just because you're sorry don't that it makes us friends Trying to control me or tell me what I need But you don't walk the shoes that are planted on my feet And you ain't seen the things in my life that I've seen So how you gonna tell me the direction I need, no it's all on me Wait, It's all on me, it's not on you it's on self preservation To become what I should be from all my tribulations I learned the wealthiest of people had to come from loneliest And the healthiest people come from isolation I learned too late in life that friends is just another word for masquerade They prop you up and tell you that they're proud of you but when you pass they get Jealous, they get stingy, then they treat you like finical aid They try to tell you that they benefit your life and their as vital as a body limb, but Nowadays I'm learning how to amputate Everyone's opinions jeopardize peace of mind, reason why It's all on me It's all on me It's all on me, oh yeah It's all on me It's all on me It's all on me, oh yeah It's all on me It's all on me I appreciate the apologies you have said But just because your sorry don't mean that I'll make amends And just because you're sorry don't that it makes us friends Trying to control me or tell me what I need But you don't walk the shoes that are planted on my feet And you ain't seen the things in my life that I've seen So how you gonna tell me the direction I need, no it's all on me