They took me out back Shot me like a dog Who's uneven temper Posed a threat to us all I never took chances To tell you what was I let it all happen Too loyal for love In camera raw It's unedited The pain and the beauty The most obvious The state of the world Looks worse than ever I'll find you the flowers Although I'm not your girl But I don't I don't wanna be Wise no more I just wanna be kinder And I wanna feel loved I don't wanna be careful I don't wanna use white out I don't wanna be loyal But I wanna be yours I don't wanna use I don't wanna use White Out This city's a trip I'm biting my tongue I'm writing you letters Then ripping them up It's calling me forward Then pushing me back I'm foolish on paper And it's making me mad But I don't I don't wanna be Wise no more I just wanna be kinder And I wanna feel loved I don't wanna I don't wanna be careful I don't wanna use white out I don't wanna be loyal But I wanna be yours You're gonna push me away Anyway You're gonna push me away Anyway You're gonna push me away Anyway You're gonna push me away Anyway