I just wanna drink 'til I stumble and fall
I don't really care right now, fuck it all
Trying to get my mind off things but my go-to dealer
Ain't picking up none of my calls
And the girl I fuck with is on some dumb shit
She wants a break now
I'm about to break down
She treats my love like it's just a playground
Even though I stayed down
Damn
Now I'm drunk driving to the party
Trying find me the address, lightning cigarettes
Blowing out the smoke and replying to a text
She's dying for some sex but she has covid
All right I'm depressed and my ex doesn't reply when I text her
Numb all the pain with the line off a dresser
My guilty pleasure might end the night on a stretcher
Just know I'm fine with the pressure
And I don't know what to do
And none of my homies are coming through
What's summer coming to
And all my old hook-ups are out fucking someone new
Looks like I'm chugging another two
I don't know what to do
Because I know you're not coming through
Girl, I'm in love with you
But I know you're probably out fucking someone new
Yeah, driving on the hillside with my eyes low
Playing with the lighter like I'm a pyro'
Pedal to the floor and my energy is poor
Honestly there's really no telling where it might go
Man, I'm just done with all of the love shit
I just keep drinking, can barely function
All the consumption of these elixirs
Still are not enough for me to not miss her
Body full of toxins talking to the ocean
Not too many options, I'm lost in emotion
She was wanting all my devotion but thanks to my childhood trauma
I can never get my heart into motion
Damn, it's frozen in time
Probably wasn't something she was hoping to find
I'm broken and so misaligned
I hold on to pain that I know isn't mine
But I wish I was perfect
Wish I could make you feel worth it
Wish all the pain that I hid didn't surface
I know that shit makes you nervous
I hate when I switch to that person you burst into tears
And I was so non-empathetic
Fuck, I swear to God I regret it
The way I went off was pathetic
You deserve better and baby that's not where I'm headed
And I don't know what to do
And none of my homies are coming through
What's summer coming to?
And all my old hook-ups are out fucking someone new
Looks like I'm chugging another two
I don't know what to do
Because I know you're not coming through
Girl, I'm in love with you
But I know you're probably out fucking someone new
Damn