The time I spent
On nights like this
I can't seem to get my grip
Now I'm losing it
Yea I'm losing it
Don't know what you give
Oh if you knew
The pain I get
On days like this
I can't seem to get my grip
Now I'm losing it
I'm losing what you did
Clocking in at five then I get back home at nine
Drinking myself to sleep trynna keep you off my mind
I put it all on the line then you hang me out to dry
Sometimes I hate your life and I think about taking mine
I thought we were cool
Never outta pocket while I'm giving you
All of my energy now it's depleted
All of it happened the day that you cheated
Rest of this puzzle could not be completed
Cuz you ran away and took all the pieces yea
They tell me that looks are deceiving
But I gotta see to believe it
Yea I can't believe what I'm watching
I had to see you and him walking
Kissing and hugging this nigga in public right after you made me a promise
I can't have this shit on my conscious yea
Be true
There's no more me and you I needed you
I thought we could make it last
But you can never take it back
Yea yea
The time I spent
On nights like this
I can't seem to get my grip
Now I'm losing it
Yea I'm losing it
Don't know what you give
Oh if you knew
The pain I get
On days like this
I can't seem to get my grip
Now I'm losing it
I'm losing what you did
I'm losing what you gave to me
Lost up in the mix and things you say to me
Why you broke my heart to pieces where the rest of me
I can't let these feelings get the best of me
Them walls are closing, on me
Putting that weight all up on me
Idk why you be calling, but nobody notice me falling
So letting me go is an option
Hope you could love me regardless
You seen me out wit another bitch baby
I know that that shit was alarming yea
They tell me that looks isn't everything
But everytime I look at you babygirl make me think about
Getting you wedding ring
And it make me so worried can't let it be
So I'm sorry I'm moving to better things
I'm sorry it never could work I been going work
Trynna buy you like everything oh yea
Heart on my sleeve
Don't wanna leave
Is you holding me down
Paying the free
But it's no guarantee
I ain't staying around