You're not here Today's the day when I decide to wake up from my dreams And it's so hard to deal with it No hopes, no expectations Nothing left to keep But my own heart to heal Today I realized that there's a hole cause you're not here And everything seems stupid, an absurd, a tragedy... And I don't understand why it's so hard getting over you You hurt me then and I just cannot stop thinking of you... And I don't understand... And I don't understand... I wonder if you're feeling the same way that I feel now It's not a good idea to share with you my thoughts Cause I cannot count on you I think I never really could What am I doing here just singing songs written for you? And I don't understand... And I don't understand... Today's the day when I decide to wake up from my dreams And it's so hard to deal with it