It's mid October
The leaves changed colors again
But somehow you're still the same
And you're still not sober
And three years later
I'm still hoping that you'd change
Oh I'm so good at holding on to potential
Don't know why it's so damn hard just to let go
Of who u could be
What you used to mean
And all the shit I should have done differently
If i would have stayed
And not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could have been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess i wasn't lucky enough
To breakthrough to ya
I remember summers
Underneath my covers
Talking cuz we couldn't sleep
I could feel us shifting
August spent at arms length
U promised that it wasn't me
I'm so good at getting too sentimental
Don't know why it's so damn hard just to let go
Of who u could be
What you used to mean
And all the shit I should have done differently
If i would have stayed
And not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could have been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess i wasnt lucky enough
To breakthrough to ya
Breakthrough to ya
I couldn't breakthrough to ya
But maybe to get through to ya
I need to let go
Who u could be
What you used to mean
All the shit I should have done differently
If i would have stayed
And not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could have been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess i wasnt lucky enough
To breakthrough to ya