Its rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy Its rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy All my life Ive had this drive Yet I cant thrive So I just hide But what if I died Did I even try to really live my life Why cant I be happy Its rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy Its rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy I try so hard But where to start When I feel this scarred Like I'm torn apart Like Ive lost my way But Im here to say Dont matter what you say Cause Im gonna be okay Its rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy I know its hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy