I shoudn't take things so serious
I don't think they mean any harm
But it would sicken you too, if it happened to you
And you had to relive every part
Here come the flashbacks, and the panic attacks
How long does that shit last?
I'm losing myself by the day, see
And I know you all think that I'm crazy
That the demons that show up at the foot of my bed
Are just figments from memories that fucked up my head
The night terrors ain't nothin', but a real bad dream
So quit being a goddamn drama queen
I seal myself in a soundproof room
So no one can hear how loud I scream
But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
'Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
Frozen in your track
Take a visit to the past
To see the devil's dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
I can't even be around cigarettes
You know how many people smoke?
Approximately one billion
And just about everybody I know
You think you know but you don't
When someone's broke, you can't just heavy sigh, and roll your eyes
Like if they ain't physically ill, then they must be a liar
But wouldn't you recede to the fire
If everything around you became a threat?
And everyone surrounding you said, "Get over it"
It becomes unbearable to live in
So listen, triggers are relentless, they ain't gonna quit
They don't go away just 'cause you don't, believe it
Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
I don't think I can do this, I don't think I can take this
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devil's dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back, oh
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back, oh
You set my mind on fire
Sparks flying, I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
I feel you all conspire
Left all alone with liars
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher 'til I'm tired
And there is no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
'Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
Repay the devil's dirty deed
With a gash all down his back
You set my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher 'til I'm tired
And there is no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
I can't do this anymore
What am I even fighting for?