I'm sorry I was abandoned i got some mommy issues
Maybe my problem with leaving and thoughts involving utensils
Maybe uni-bombing my mental and stalling my schedule
How many days I'm able to let go
Or reach for potential
It involves you
Or maybe it don't
Tryna to say that i won't
Better luck you becoming the pope
No you know what it is
You know what it is
You dumb downed insecure
I'm being a bitch
I'm being a dick
Can i get a grip I'm not tryna flip
I just needed a hug
I needed some love
Can I get a kiss
No we just hated the world
We see that your pissed
The reason your walking around talking that shit
You're not happy
Uh and it is what it is
I love everybody inside of my inner circle
I am not afraid to hurt you
Fake a hater then desert you
With a side of fuck off
No bubbly for shit to pop off
Reality doesn't seem to hit
You're so soft
Lost soul i see you
Searching for the truth
A fight for affection
A fight we always lose
She's obsessed with perfection and always being the best
And though she knows she's no where close everywhere she wants to get
She's gotta lotta hope that shell grow up to be the greatest
But she can never focus
No she just can't seem to shake it
She was she was just a little baby
When they left her all alone
I bet her first words were save me
Someone please give me a home
I don't deserve to be abandoned
I only ever wanted love
Man i don't need no fancy mansion
Just a mother fuckin hug
Lost soul I hear you searching for the truth
A fight for affection a fight we always lose
I see you fighting for your life
And i can tell it's getting hard
Pissed you cant let
But baby that's the hardest part
The second you forgive
Is the the second that you restart
The power to be infinite is hidden in your heart
Everybody's gotta a story
Wants to burn a couple pages
And you've done it all your life
So you've gotten used to faking
But take it day by day
And your pain will start fade
And you'll tap into something
So intense you'll wonder where it came
Lost soul I hear you searching for the truth
A fight for affection a fight we always lose
You think that you have seen and heard it all before
I'm here to tell you that you could be so much more
Than what they think of you or what they try to say
Your'e gonna grow to be a badass anyway