Ohh
Ohh
Ohh
Ohh
Ohh
Ohh
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There was a time when I was young and innocent
That was before I let everybody, get in my head
Before the trauma
All the lies and all the pain
Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name
Before manipulations
Cracked foundations
Moments that would test my patience
Prayers to God to take it all away
Before I felt all of the self blame eat at me
Before I felt the devil crushing me, and nobody could hear me scream
Before I asked God
"Why me?"
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I've been loyal
I've been patient
I've said, "Hallowed be thy name"
I didn't ask to be a pawn in this wicked little game
There was a time when I had no doubt in mind
Thought that I was chosen
Wouldn't lose no hope in you
Then I got older
Rocks turned into boulders
World fell on my, shoulders
The thought of death became kinda comforting
I wondered when death was going to come for me
I've been loyal
I've been patient
I've said, "Hallowed be thy name"
I didn't ask to be a part of this wicked little game
Every man of God I asked said that I should be ashamed
So I had to tell myself, that I am not the one to blame
Oh
I am not the one to blame
I am not the one to blame
I'm not the one who should be shamed
Ohh, there was a time
There was a time when I was young and innocent
That was before I let everybody, get in my head
Before the trauma
All the lies and all the pain
Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name
Before manipulations
Cracked foundations
Moments that would test my patience
Prayers to God to take it all away
Before I felt all of the self-blame eat at me
Before I felt the devil crushing me and nobody could hear me scream
Before I asked God
"Why me?"
There was a time when I was young and innocent
That was before I let everybody, get in my head
Before the trauma
All the lies and all the pain
Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name
Before manipulations
Cracked foundations
Moments that would test my patience
Prayers to God to take it all away (take it all away)
Before I felt all of the self blame eat at me
Before I felt the devil crushing me, and nobody could hear me scream
Before I asked God
"Why me?"
Why me?