Check it Yo Noveliss Ichiban Everything sublime As long as my kids are fine And the love of my life is loving life While I'm tryna' change everything overnight With a Mic I speak it into existence Until it begins to Materialize And wipe the tears from your eyes And blow a kiss to the sky That's for my grandmother The one that helped raise me and my brother While my single Mother was doing the job of both parents And running errands Making sure to slay everything on clearance So we always looked fresh in the mirror Everytime we made an appearance And then my step father crossed the step out And was my father When my father stepped out on my mother I wasn't a toddler yet But that's a story for a different day The gift of gab Be lifting note pads in the air The telepath Ain't no telling where I'm at Or where I'm headed I'm driving wreckless With doubts crashing my mind every second Do you, ever feel like you ain't doing enough? Do you, ever wonder where that doubt comes from? Do you, ever wanna pack your bags and run? Do you, ever wonder how you lasted this long? Looking back I was probably a lame in high school All I did was play sports And watch wrestling A quiet kid And still require silence I feel like I don't get enough rest I test my mileage Different cultures will leave you enlightened I thought I had it bad Until I saw guys in suites and ties Sleeping in the subway stations out in Japan Because they missed the last train of the night They stop at midnight And the next one ain't coming til' five Working too hard Probably lost track of time at the job If I work overtime I feel like I ain't even alive I'm stuck in the thin line Of those who failed And those who still figuring out life Before it's too late And before you get comfortable People don't like change I wish I got stronger From the blows I been dealt Over the last year Like a Saiyan Then my body would find new forms To conquer what I'm facing In the face of adversity That face would need surgery My mind in a state of emergency X 2 Do you, ever feel like you ain't doing enough? Do you, ever wonder where that doubt comes from? Do you, ever wanna pack your bags and run? Do You, ever wonder how you lasted this long?