I'm not showing you again Won't tell you another time Can't keep repeating myself on loop and loop and Can't waste anymore air Show time Show time Slow down This is a panic attack, this is a nightmare Humiliating and I don't know how (Tusk) You stood on the porch with your little Red umbrella and disappeared with a Puff of the neighbor's cigarette ash blowin' down sidewalks like a Plastic bag in frosted air The storm-drains weep when they hear your name now And i cant Remember your name, how? The novelty is gone and so is my sunshine Like silver oxidizes Skin-cells dull and grey Lately It's such a drag Board up my windows 'cause the storm is building fast Standing waist-deep in the ground between Cries and heavy heaves of earth Making up my mind with a Last drop of wine Before the bodies pile around me Lately It's such a drag Board up my windows 'cause the flies are moving in Under heaves of stormy sky It's filling up to my knees Trying to decide between land and rising tide Before this typhoon swallows me