I was on the west side
Tryna understand this life of mine
You left me to be alone
You left me with nobody to hold
And I, I cannot pretend I was right
I push and pull just so that we can fight
I wish and I wish I could change your mind
I don't really talk 'bout this, you know
I ain't really confident, I know
Tryna keep my stressin' confidential
You've been going through it
I been going through it too yeah
I don't really talk 'bout this, you know
I ain't really confident, I know
Tryna keep depression down on the low
Hell i'm going through it
I got Heaven in my view
I was on the east side
Drinking from a cup full of suicide
How was I to know you were feeling alone
I held your face I remember that so cold
And You, you left me
Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
And we don't really talk, talk, talk not that often
Ever since you died and you lied in that coffin
I deleted pictures thinking it would solve it
That ain't really solve it
I just added problems
Looking at my life
I would trade it for yours
I would rather die
But I know that's not the cure
I cannot conceal
I'm still dreaming that you here with me
I be in my feels
They still wishing they could heal for me
I don't really talk 'bout this, you know
I ain't really confident, I know
Tryna keep my stressin' confidential
You've been going through it
I been going through it too yeah
I don't really talk 'bout this, you know
I ain't really confident, I know
Tryna keep depression down on the low
Hell i'm going through it
I got Heaven in my view