While my comfort zone was burning
I figure it was time to test the waters with a purpose
Fellowships was sinking i'll smooth sail another day
How it's gone play out, i'll let you know the verdict
I know the part I play, it's room for new mistakes
Sabotaging is expensive but I paid
I hope i'm judged by my intentions not my ways
I lost joy and gained some from leaning on convenience
Sometimes I needed reassurance then I had to be it
It was necessary. Checking boxes for what's next bury
Grab my focus out the clutter, I got ground to cover
Don't let the circumstances own you they don't hold
The leverage, unless you let it
Easier said than done (Repeat 4x)
If this drawing board could talk
It would ask me is you showing up
I don't wanna know it all, I rather know enough
I had to tell them both apart first
And it add it up
Calculated with my moves
I'm trying to see it through
Starting with the truth
Wasn't nothing to left to do
Cater to the notion
Seeing where it lead me to
The alignments never failed
I got the proof
Opportunity was knocking I was distracted
It came back the next day, bull still distracted
3rd times the charm, I'm hanging on to chances
I suppose, stressing bout the shit I can't control
I gotta let it go
Easier said than done (Repeat 4x)