Shaking and sweating with one eye open down this barrel I passed my own judgement grazed in steel I'm lost in my own down And panic I'm picking away my own flesh out from under my nails Gripping the one thing that makes me feel Real (Go all the way) (Pull the trigger now) (And ease the pain) (There is no turn back now) (Freeze the frame) (There is no time for this to falter) And as I fall down on my knees and pray My effort made in vain I realize I won't get answered And in my last attempt for comfort Reaching hands out for an answer