I'm anxious, angry, I hate being mad
But you wasted one year I'll never have
'Cause you ruined my life when you tore me in half
Now I spend all my time just tryna get back to the way things were before I knew your name
'Cause no matter the distance, it's not enough space
Now I'm sick of hearing everyone say I'll be so much stronger once I make it
Through this
But the truth is
I wish we never happened, I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream I made up in my head
I wish we never happened and I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining, haven't found it yet
I wish you never
Never stopped me walking right down the street
Because ever since then you're all that I see
Hate explaining you to every person I meet
All the time and the energy it's taking me to get
Through this
Yeah, the truth is
I wish we never happened, I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream I made up in my head
I wish we never happened and I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining, haven't found it yet
I wish we never happened, oh
I wish we never happened, oh
I'll smile because it's over, cry because it happened
I've been needing closure like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Smile because it's over, cry because it happened
I've been needing closure like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
I wish we never happened, I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream I could wake up and forget
Wish it wasn't traumatic and I didn't have regrets
I've been looking for a silver lining haven't found it yet