Please
Don't ask me
How I've been doin'
'Cause I don't wanna lie to you
I've felt like me
The last few weeks
But if I start talking
I'll think about the shit I've been through
Then I'll be knee-deep in those
Feelings I've been
Trying so hard to escape
But oh, God
Now it's too late
Suddenly I'm right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can't hold it together
I'm back reliving
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it
End up back in my head, my prison
Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever
'Cause every time that I remember
It's like I never got better at all
At square one
And it takes months
Until I feel normal
And one day if I scroll back too far
The photos put me in those
Feelings I've been
Trying so hard to escape
But oh, God
Now it's too late
Suddenly I'm right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can't hold it together
I'm back reliving
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it
End up back in my head, my prison
Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever
'Cause every time that I remember
It's like I never got better at all
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ten steps backwards without a warning
I push it down 'til I can't ignore it
Crying on the floor
I've been here before
Suddenly I'm right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can't hold it together
I'm back reliving
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it
End up back in my head, my prison
Hope I'm not on the edge like this forever
Try to keep on gettin' better movin' forward
Every time that I fall
But every time that I remember
It's like I never got better at all