I learned early on
That nothing lasts
And that nothing gold can stay
Nothing would prepare me
For what life would take away
I miss my family
And I miss my room
And the things I knew bac then
Nobody warned me
No one said
That I can't go back again
And I'm tired
I don't like these games
I never thought I would get so far
From the house that I called my home in the start
The dissonance is growing and it breaks my heart
That everything has changed
I didn't think it'd hurt so bad
To lose myself
To lose my dad
Or that the best friends that I'd ever had
Would never stay the same
If only in my dreams
I wish that I could see
My life before I knew
What it would take from me