It's getting late now
That's when I can't stop my mind
Looking for reasons
Maybe it's just not my time
Change of the seasons
I'll be better by next July
I should be sleeping
But I'm staying up, like
One step forwards, falling backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again
How
Do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait
I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction
I've been running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop staying up looking for signs
We're back to Monday
And I'm starting on time
Hope you can see that
I'm trying to get this all right
I'll quit the drinking
And I'll speak my own mind
I should be sleeping
But I'm staying up, like
One step forwards, falling backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again
How
Do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait
I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction
I've been running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop staying up looking for signs
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Now I'm getting colder the further I go
But I can't seem to turn away
It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't
I'm making the same mistakes
I'm getting older and I should know better
But this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break
How
Do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait
I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction
I've been running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop staying up looking for signs
I'm staying up looking for signs
I'll be better by next July
I'm staying up looking for signs
I'll be better by next July