Hatred infused lies I grew when i was younger Hands behind my back and tied Replace my feelings of hunger With tearing others down Faced with adversity Feeling love and No mercy I swear i'm really not lively It's always hard to be One with myself and everyone around me Leaving hints scattered through this shit that i call life It only gets worse when i hide away inside A testament to why i'm so behind My restlessness could break all my bones I swear i'm really not lively It's always hard to be One with myself and everyone around me What's left to believe