Every day is the fucking same
Regret, remorse and all this pain
I really wish things could have gone a different way
Wish I had a way to fucking explain
So many things I would have done a different way
So many ways I could have fucking changed
BUT SO FUCKING WHAT
It would all be the same anyway
No sense in prolonging it
I've accepted my fate
For people like me, there is no escape
Imprisoned by my own failures
Stuck in this guilt, frozen in shame
You look at me like this, like I can fucking change
Why would I
What would I gain
A sense of purpose, I bet fucking not
Some days, I wish to lay down and rot,
No sense in prolonging it
Stuck in this guilt, frozen in shame
You look at me like this, like I can fucking change
In all the ways I was gifted, I found ways to fuck up again
In all the ways I was helped, I pulled myself down again
Why must I be this way
Stuck in this guilt, frozen in shame
Fuck life