"Hope" is an underrated word That I heard when I was younger Before the anger Now the pain is like a rope 'round my hands You'd understand if you've been hurt like I was If you had bad neighbours The year I forgot what a smile was Just when I'm breaking free I can't quite hold it all together I, I ♪ Thoughts beating on a talking drum That is forever, what I feel like I was a disconnected red hoodie Living for the highlight reel like "Oh my God, she's going down She is most beautiful when drowning" I was always counting But no one ever found me Just when I'm breaking free I can't quite hold it all together Just when I'm breaking free I can't quite hold it all, hold it all I, I ♪ In my dreams, we're going down Oh my God, we're going down In my dreams, we're going down Oh my God, we're going down ♪ Just when I'm breaking free I can't quite hold it all together Just when I'm breaking free I can't quite hold it all