I'll be lost inside my head Bad thoughts 'til 4 a.m. Then I'll try to sleep And I can't tell anyone I'm so scared they'll get up and run So I don't speak And oh, I miss when we were younger The days were so much funner Weren't they? Oh, I book a new appointment It's another disappointment They're all the same, same, same When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile But what does he know? 'Cause I feel so alone And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright 'Cause the doctor said you're fine My own mind can lie to me They all say it's anxiety But I just think it's me Now I've lost so many years My pillow's a tissue for my tears But you never see And now, I can't even eat my dinner Mom says I'm getting thinner Am I? Oh, I book a new appointment Yet another disappointment They're all the same, same, same When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile But what does he know? 'Cause I feel so alone And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright 'Cause the doctor said you're fine But he don't care about me He'll just go home to his family Why does no one see? I'm not the girl I wish that I could be
'Cause the doctor said I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile But what does he know? 'Cause I feel so alone And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright 'Cause the doctor said I'm fine