Four walls
Only shades of gray
My past failures
Clouding my brain
Temporary solace is not enough
A crutch to lean on
No one to trust
My visions blurring
I've given up
On my existence
Self-destruct
I have fallen deeper into the dark
No salvation when you're this far
Visions of my termination
No turning back
Waiting for the day it all turns black
No walls
Something calling me
My conscience screaming
It won't let me be
My soul
It aches
It crumbles
It burns
It's withering into nothing
Nothing
Can save me
I've seen my fate
I've seen it end
I've felt the pain inflicted
Empty
Is all I feel
Nowhere to go
Nothing to do
No other's blame but my own
I've dug my own grave
It's sinking deeper
I'm suffocating in hell
An eternity of torment
Has transformed the abyss around me
Walking endlessly
Peaceful suffering
A king among the dust
This is what I dreamt of
This is how I die