I saw this coming
And I did nothing
But let it all get to my head
You loved me and I loved you
This story's been told before
You made me hate you
And now I'm growing old alone
I've given up on this night
A normal life will never be in my sights
I've sacrificed everything I had to get where I am
I'm still not satisfied
I've come to far to give up now
This body hasn't broken down
Feet don't fail me now
And now I'm walking home alone
Without expecting you to call
Don't be surprised if you catch the
Sight of me staggering on the side of the road
These frozen tears of too many beers are draining down my nose
And it's so god damn cold
Trying to move ahead
Without leaving behind
The things that made me who i am
Won't immolate
What I've gained
Even if you're apart of it
I'll build a fire with this lighter and pour gas on my chest
So I can feel warm again
Can I feel warm again
(Like the time I actually meant something)
Don't turn your back on me
I've found my right to exist
Your knife needs no more companions
My back is not your wrists
I don't wanna spend my life trying to prove anyone wrong
I just wanna prove what I'm doing has been right for me all along