By the second verse, dear friends My head will burst, my life will end So I'd like to start this one off by saying Live and love I was young and at home in bed And I was hanging on the words some poem said in '31 I was impressionable, I was upsettable I tried to make my breathing stop Or my heartbeat slow So when my mom and John came in I would be cold From a bridge on Washington Avenue The year of 1972, broke my bones and skull And it was memorable It was half a second in, I was halfway down Do you think I wanted to turn back around and teach a class Where you kiss the ass that I've exposed to you? And at the funeral, the university Cried at three poems they'd present In place of a broken me I was breaking in a case of suds at the Brass Rail A fall-down drunk with his tongue torn out And his balls removed And I knew that my last lines were gone While, stupidly, I lingered on Oh, but wise men know when it's time to go And so I should, too And so I fly into the brightest winter sun Of this frozen town, I'm stripped down to move on My friends, I'm gone Well, I hear my father fall And I hear my mother call And I hear the others all whispering, Come home I'm sorry to go I loved you all so But this is the worst trip I've ever been on So hoist up the [John B.] sail See how the mainsail sets I'm full in my heart and my head And I want to go home With a book in my hand In the way I had planned Well, this is the worst trip I've ever been on Hoist up the [John B.] sail See how the mainsail sets I'm full in my heart and my head And I want to go home With a book in each hand In the way I had planned Well, I feel so broke up, I want to go home