I'm holding on but then the sky comes falling in Trying to write a love song, but this is not a love song Aching limbs, I see the storm clouds are closing in Come wash me away, come wash me away There will always be confusion in the air But don't be scared to take a breath, my love The universe just doesn't care The desolation, the ticking time bomb This is not a love song Black rain, black rain, why does it pour in my heart? Close my eyes I see there is no edge to me Only consciousness, only momentary All horizons come and go for eternity I can choose my pain, I can choose my pain Acid falling, breaking cells beneath the skin They can take my dignity But they can't take how I relate The resolution, the end of suffering This could be a love song Black rain, black rain, why does it pour in my heart? Remember, remember, I remember A sky pierced and bled 'til it's white Like entropy from dark matter Comes a flashing light I can't find anyone So I run into the red fog Look straight in front of me The cloud glides and rushes into the darkness Everyone around me, blurry faces Emerge like ghosts from the fog I am everything, I am nothing In the red fire, in the silent center I can't find her