Tonight we just don't give a fuck So lets get another round We come up just like the sun And we go down when the night is done A night I wont remember With people I can't forget As we hit the fucking streets I'm homesick for a place I've never been I swear I'll never sleep I've found a short term solution To a long standing problem So if I drink and get high While the world passes me by I can still see the sky shine When I close my eyes Forget about this life and try to find A way to keep me blind As we hit the fucking streets I'm homesick for a place I've never been And the Debauchery Is catching up with me When you can't look after yourself How the fuck can anyone else? Step by step I feel my feet loose their grip On the streets that I grew up in Day by day I feel myself fade away What meant so much to me has changed Breath by breath I feel the air leave my chest And all I have to look back on is regret This is the calm before the storm This is the peace before the war This is the bend before the break These are all the things I could never say I have no fear yet I am afraid I cannot feel yet I am in pain I feel asleep yet I am awake I inhale love And exhale hate.