Everybody who loves me goes away And I'd kill myself if that would make them stay And I'm drinking to the day that I was made And I'm sucking on my grown-ups lemonade Yeah, I'm a mean motherfucker now, but I once was cool Yeah, I'm a bad motherfucker now, but I once was cool And I was born a long time ago today And everybody loves me goes away And it's Christmastime again Yeah, it's Christmastime again And it's Christmastime again, again and again In my head In my head Am I dead? In my head Curse the light that laughter shines on me And I couldn't care if I'm never on TV I'm fine and fit, I'm wasted, and I'm free And everybody loves me lets me be Yeah, I'm a mean motherfucker now, but I once was cool Yeah, I'm a bad motherfucker now, but I once was cool And I was born a long time ago today And everybody loves me goes away And it's Christmastime again Yeah, it's Christmastime again And it's Christmastime again, again and again In my head In my head Am I dead? In my head ♪ In my head In my head Am I dead?