To spill myself today? To kill the buzz that may bring dead friends to find a gay presence disguised as dismay This is where we pass he says Do you know where you live? yes Adjusting with catharsis No is yes and yes is... Picking at the mind, finding things you'd like to hide Seeing shadows on the side Fight the pig, Watch the fly Got a pocket full of sunshine Only happy when it rains Poly coat shaking hate Droplets mirrored shattered fate Still i'll ride along, i'll be a dog, a gender bending spaceman A temporary hero with a black flag, crying wolf Gargle cum, Drink listerine Be the fucking beauty queen Only bitchin' when i'm itchin' Always fucking scratching You hecklers too I'm fighting Know not jekyll so i hyde Never kidding when i'm sketchy Never ever sketch Luggin' skechers when i'm kidding Born as nothing but a skid who's only peachy when i'm pissy Fronting happy in H-town The proper man holds the devils hand in the light That's him, that's the guy He'll be wearing white They say drop defense when his smiles bright Now and here's where i stand aching for a fight Refuse to change one fucking thing An outcast, fresh and clean Like julious jive, cut the scene Hush boiye fuck the bean One laugh, one scream A dance party in my dream Lose your mind, that is the theme 'Cause what the fuck is real?