How'd I find myself In all this mystery I've got nothing else All my mental health Is ancient history babe And girl you taught me that the hard way Speed it up and show it to me Baby prove that you believe Cause she said she could show me new things In different colors that I ain't ever really seen And I've been trying to light your candle For what seems a century Cause love ain't blind, it's just a vandal I'm a victim and Something different's all I need How'd I find myself In all this mystery I've got nothing else All my mental health Is ancient history babe And girl you taught me that the hard way So before you start your meltdown Stop and think about what it takes And maybe you need to find yourself out Before calling others fake How'd I find myself In all this mystery I've got nothing else All my mental health Is ancient history babe And girl you taught me that the hard way I'm needing new things A new kinda place The happy that new brings A simpler headspace Cause baby I do think The mystery's at stake The mystery of fate It keeps me awake How'd I find myself In all this mystery How'd I find myself In all this mystery How'd I find myself I'm ancient history babe And girl you taught me that the hard way