I was sick and dying from the wars Caught up and reeling from the pain Of keeping you assured Now I'm picking memories from the hold If you think it over only you distort When it pours from your mouth And if I could be honest, I Then I'd do it from the start And if I could be honest, I Would make it real from the heart Just a little falsehood helps dissolve Just a little untruth wholly you Unholy when it comes out And if I could be honest, I Then I'd do it from the start And if I could be honest, I Would make it real from the heart I was sick and dying from it all Holed up, collecting doubters Now I'm coming clean Now I'm coming out And if I could be honest, I And I've been doing it from the start And if I could be honest, I Would make it real from the heart And if I could be honest, I My love, I'd do it from the start And if I could be honest, I Would make it real tonight