Last thing I remember
I stopped short falling apart
With nothing but the moonlight
To fend off the dark this time
And I can't call my friends
I mean like, what if they pick up?
Though I'm up to my neck in quicksand
I wouldn't definitely say that I was stuck
Told them I'll be making waves
But haven't made a ripple in a pond
And secretly I knew it all along
But can I pay for it later?
I was trying to be somebody else
I'm sorry now
I'm sorry now
I'm looking in from the outside
Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright"
I got lost somehow
It doesn't matter now
Climb a mountain tell no one
I live under a rock, just outside rock bottom
I'd like to see me dig my way out of this one
I mean, you get it but, you don't really get it
You've never won
Am I the only one still playing by the rules?
And does quick and unsteady always lose?
I can't believe that it's up to me to choose
Just bury it beneath the other ones
Lying in my bed, I just wanna go home
Can I pay for it later?
I was trying to be somebody else
I'm sorry now
I'm sorry now
I'm looking in from the outside
Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright"
I got lost somehow
Doesn't matter now
Can I pay for it later?
I'm a wannabe nobody
I'm sorry now
I'm sorry now
I'm looking in from the outside
Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright"
I got lost somehow
Doesn't matter now