I'm so defeated
Feels like I did everything I could do
I'm left just with believing
But I've never been too good with that
So I put my faith in you
I followed your directions
Did what I could do
The waiting's causing tension
I'm failing right in front of you
What do we do now?
If it's my fault
We can't just wade in this
And pull me out
Wake up
Sleep more
Remember
That you're gonna be accountable
For your actions or lack of
The problem
Is how to learn to feel anything
But the same way
That you've been
Change this
Alter the colors of your consciousness
And then adjust your perceptions
Remember that this illness won't
Heal from the outside to in
If you do what's in your heart
Money will find its way to you
Take a look at where I am now
How could that be true
If it's my fault
We can't just wade in this
And pull me out
I'm running in place
I'm running in place
I'm running in place
I'm running in place
I'm so defeated
There's nothing I can do
I can't even believe it
I'm failing right in front of you
And it was my fault
And we just waded in this
But you didn't pull
Pull me out